Expecting too much?

it is our semester break now which would continue on for 3weeks or more...depending on his results & also mine... weeks might ended up in months...
well, it had been less than a week my bf went back to his hometown...
i missed him dearly...
well, it started working part time at a book store in his hometown...
so he tend to be quite tired...
he has to wake up at 7am every morning...
so today i juz wanted a nice chat with him & also to hear his voice...
however while i was on the phone with him...
he fell asleep...
i was so disappointed with him...that i cant sleep & came online
i just wanted some nice chat with him & he wishing me "Good Night"
then both of us can go to bed...
haiz...maybe i am asking too much...
sigh...
if he wanted to sleep might at well not give me hope that i will have a nice chat with him...
sigh...
tired....

Is he worth it? Maybe is should be happy with wat i have...

currently i am in a relationship with this guy...
I know he love me very very much & i too love him very very much...
well, i never did love anyone this much before...
Perhaps, i have second thoughts...
well, i juz dunno...
is it because of loneliness for being away from my bf that i began to think of my ex?
I have no idea why i broke up with my ex in the 1st place a few years back...
however, i think he never got over me or maybe wanting to take responsibility of wat he had done to me...
after we broke up...
he tried to approach me a few times but i reject him...till i believe that he never existed in my life.. he was dating one of my friends...but i am not sure about that...
but i think it is true coz my girl friend received a bouquet of roses from him which i never did...
i had some false hope but after wat happened i tried to lie to myself saying that he is a jerk or whatever...
even though in school we were in the same class, same duty area, same group i never spoken a word to him...never...
after a year or so transfer school...dunno for wat reason...
i didnt really care...then i receive some weird sms from dunno who the sender...
asking me to take care, dun burden urself & etc...
i tried to find out who by asking my friends to investigate for me only to found out it was my ex...
but i juz ignore him & continue with my life...
earlier this year, i found my ex again which is in facebook & i refuse to add him...
however, the weird thing is he added me...
i was considering whether i should add him or not...
i even talk to my bf about it...
after some time i added him...since there is no harm at all...
however, we never talk nor post anything in each other profile...
maybe because i am already taken & he is not...

until today...

he posted "you must take care" in the chat box
& i replied "thank you
I never knew u care"

wat happening to me? do i still have feelings for this guy who dumped me?
is this cause of the loneliness i felt?
or maybe i think i should stay on with my bf now who is sweet & loving...
who call me every single day & buy me gifts...love me for who i am & had been there for me when i cried, angry, depressed & happy...
always try to make me smile...

i think the answer is obvious...
i shouldnt have second thoughts...