currently i am in a relationship with this guy...
I know he love me very very much & i too love him very very much...
well, i never did love anyone this much before...
Perhaps, i have second thoughts...
well, i juz dunno...
is it because of loneliness for being away from my bf that i began to think of my ex?
I have no idea why i broke up with my ex in the 1st place a few years back...
however, i think he never got over me or maybe wanting to take responsibility of wat he had done to me...
after we broke up...
he tried to approach me a few times but i reject him...till i believe that he never existed in my life.. he was dating one of my friends...but i am not sure about that...
but i think it is true coz my girl friend received a bouquet of roses from him which i never did...
i had some false hope but after wat happened i tried to lie to myself saying that he is a jerk or whatever...
even though in school we were in the same class, same duty area, same group i never spoken a word to him...never...
after a year or so transfer school...dunno for wat reason...
i didnt really care...then i receive some weird sms from dunno who the sender...
asking me to take care, dun burden urself & etc...
i tried to find out who by asking my friends to investigate for me only to found out it was my ex...
but i juz ignore him & continue with my life...
earlier this year, i found my ex again which is in facebook & i refuse to add him...
however, the weird thing is he added me...
i was considering whether i should add him or not...
i even talk to my bf about it...
after some time i added him...since there is no harm at all...
however, we never talk nor post anything in each other profile...
maybe because i am already taken & he is not...
until today...
he posted "you must take care" in the chat box
& i replied "thank you
I never knew u care"
wat happening to me? do i still have feelings for this guy who dumped me?
is this cause of the loneliness i felt?
or maybe i think i should stay on with my bf now who is sweet & loving...
who call me every single day & buy me gifts...love me for who i am & had been there for me when i cried, angry, depressed & happy...
always try to make me smile...
i think the answer is obvious...
i shouldnt have second thoughts...
Rick: Last night we said a great many things. You said I was to do the thinking for both of us. Well, I've done a lot of it since then, and it all adds up to one thing: you're getting on that plane with Victor where you belong.
ReplyDeleteIlsa: But, Richard, no, I... I...
Rick: Now, you've got to listen to me! You have any idea what you'd have to look forward to if you stayed here? Nine chances out of ten, we'd both wind up in a concentration camp. Isn't that true, Louie?
Captain Renault: I'm afraid Major Strasser would insist.
Ilsa: You're saying this only to make me go.
Rick: I'm saying it because it's true. Inside of us, we both know you belong with Victor. You're part of his work, the thing that keeps him going. If that plane leaves the ground and you're not with him, you'll regret it. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow, but soon and for the rest of your life.
Ilsa: But what about us?
Rick: We'll always have Paris. We didn't have, we, we lost it until you came to Casablanca. We got it back last night.
Ilsa: When I said I would never leave you.
Rick: And you never will. But I've got a job to do, too. Where I'm going, you can't follow. What I've got to do, you can't be any part of. Ilsa, I'm no good at being noble, but it doesn't take much to see that the problems of three little people don't amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. Someday you'll understand that. Now, now... Here's looking at you kid.
I am in a loss of words but maybe this is what I can say about my feelings recently...