missed me?
snow is back...after a long rest from blogging
but snow is not happy now.
snow is in relationship problems.
sigh.
snow is going to complain and complain in this whole post
so, if you guys think it is a waste of time might as well not read it...
if only things weren't so complicated.
snow cried so much in this few months...
maybe for the passed half a year
why is snow so sad?
well, snow is sad coz of so many reasons.
maybe till today snow's bf might not see it yet.
back then, each time when we quarreled.. he would come running to comfort
but now, things changed
maybe the romance is vanishing...
now, snow don't even know him.
snow's trust is diminishing...
people might say trust is one of the ways to build a strong relationship
that's wat snow did...
but our relationship is being destroyed slowly...day by day
why?
it is destroyed by your own self...
back then you asked snow to have trust in you 100percent... even a single doubt cannot be in there coz you do not want a relationship with doubt..
and snow did very slowly till there is no doubt at all...
but, do you even valued snow's trust?
what you have done have make snow's heart shattered into a million pieces...
and yet you blame snow for always getting mad or annoyed and other negative feelings
cant you see...
cant you still see?
cant you see the harm you make?
cant you see how embarrassed i am?
cant you see how disappointed i am?
cant you see how sad i am?
cant you see how jealous i am?
and yet you blame snow for causing you all type of sufferings
don't you really care about snow's feelings?
you just care more about yourself
you just do not know how much snow change for you
you never noticed
snow did so many things
snow can tolerate
but why cant you?
snow did so many things with you...being there when you needs me, comfort you, love you, even care for you when you are sick... snow would willingly take care of you...even not sleeping just to make sure you are ok.
but would you do that for snow?
even snow would share snow's secret with you...cause you are special to snow
but instead of receiving this honour for knowing snow's secret...
*tears flowing*
you can just tells snow secret to anyone you likes...
complaining to everyone.. about snow's family stuff...
snow's tell you coz u are close to snow but why should you tell others?
snow never talks about your family member stuff to others coz snow knows it is between you and me...so no one should be in it..
but when it comes to mine... y do u have to tell others?
snow told you coz u are closest to snow..even snow's close friends do not know..
but why?
why do u do this? why?
could you just tell me why?
what did snow do to deserve this?
did snow ever betray your trust?
did snow ever tell anyone about your secrets?
did snow ever tell anyone about ur family stuff to anyone?
did snow ever tell your family stuff to snow's friends?
coz snow knows... it is the tale between us..
coz snow knows that if snow ever married to you.. it is juz 2 family united so it is juz some inside family issues
but y.. y do u have to tell other people about snow's things...about whatever snow tells you?
WHY?
maybe you do not know this...but it is juz common sense...
why do others have to know wat's snow's imouto-tou or snow's ototo-tou or snow's kazouku story?
why do you have to tell others about snow's loves, likes, dislikes or even hate?
is snow even close to your so called friends?
why do they even have to know what you know about snow...
snow tell you...coz snow do not want to keep secrets from you.. snow do not want to hide lots of things from you.
but all this while... the trust build as high as a moutain...juz came crashing down...
snow don't even know whether to trust you with snow's secret anymore.
*sigh*
did snow make a wrong choice?
snow wished snow have a time machine to go back in time
but what can snow do?
what done is done..
juz have to looked forward and smile.
hoping for a better tomorrow.
snow did make an effort in this relationship but you keep on saying that snow only wanted to find ways to end this relationship.
:(( you are tired of snow.. and snow knows that..
u even wanted to put our relationship on hold...
u even thought of cheating of snow before...
you talked bad about snow
you used snow
you blamed snow
you forced snow a lot
you force snow to do things snow dont like
you say snow is so clingy or always control u till you have no place to breathe
but where is snow's freedom too?
arent u the same?
so y blame snow?
snow is very very sad...
snow always wished that things would get better between us..
maybe snow is too stupid..
but yet snow misses you so much...
sigh... maybe coz snow is juz too stupid to see that truth.. or snow is juz blinded by love...
snow is just so beautiful...
it's snowflakes are makes of different shapes and varies
it covers everything till
only the colour of white seen-able..
it makes heart froze with it's beauty...
but it will melts through time...
making tears flow..
yet beautiful flowers start to bloom
what a beautiful sight
and thus spring has arrived..
when a girl and guy 1st fall in love
2 candles light brightly
there is only 2 ways the candles would be
1st it will continuously burn brightly
2nd it would just burn out...
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